This description was updated on 10/23/2025. 

My latest fixed up non-erotic ego death file for those who care:

https://soundgasm.net/u/VVVvvvWILD_CARDvvvVVV/TRAPPED_WITHOUT_THE_CONTROL_OF_FEAR_AND_DESIRE_V0

WARNING: Meant to cause a deep and permanent perspective change on life, please read the script for your own safety. This file is an experiment, so there is no guarantee that this file will work as intended. Unintended Consequences are extremely possible! 

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What does this file do?

This file is background/foreground loop that causes ego death.

What is Ego Death and how does it lead to intense human happiness?

I will try to keep this brief and as simple as possible. There are obviously multiple legitimate and contradictory definitions of “Ego Death”. For the purpose of this file, the “ego death” will be defined by a specific change in how the human animal views themselves. Ego death happens when a human’s self perception changes from a “subjective” perception of the human animal’s awareness's to an “objective” perception of the human animal’s awareness. “Normally”, the human animal has a “subjective” view of themselves, meaning, in this case, the human animal thinks they are the “subject” of their own experience. Another way of saying the obvious, you are having the experiencing of yourself. You have the perspective of experiencing yourself.

When one experiences the change of “ego death”, you begin to have the self perception of having no control of what you think, say, or do. It is like being blissfully trapped in another’s body without control. It is like experience a life that has already happened, like being trapped in a life time full dive-VR recording, no ability to change the now or the future because its likes it already happened (because you have no control), BUT BETTER BECAUSE ANYTHING CAN HAPPEN.

Imagine being trapped in a movie character’s lifetime first person perspective (experiencing their feelings, hearing, and seeing), BUT YOU ARE EXPERIENCING ALL THERE EXPERIENCING AND KNOWING, MUCH LIKE ONE EXPERIENCES THE KNOWING OF DREAM CHARACTERS THEY INHABIT.

WHY THE FUCK WOULD I WANT THAT?

YOUR HAPPINESS BECOMES UNCONDITIONAL. IF SOMEONE TORTURES YOU, YOU ARE ALWAYS AT PEACE. JUST FUCKING IMAGINE BEING MINDLESSLY AND EFFORTLESSLY TRAPPED IN AN OTHER'S EXPERIENCE OF LIFE WITHOUT CONTROL

Uses Calimore’s "10 minute background Binaural” as a background. 

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SCRIPT:

https://soundgasm.net/u/VVVvvvWILD_CARDvvvVVV/Ego-Death-by-Becoming-your-Sex-Organs-V1

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UNBELIEVABLY IMPORTANT LINKS!!!:

1) HOW TO SEE NON-SELF IN YOUR OWN LIFE:

https://pastebin.com/DakXdS0t

2) This book (PDF) contains several one-on-one conversations in which one person (who experiences no free will) guides another into seeing

the reality of Non Self in their own direct lived experience. This book is straight to the point and almost immediately life changing. There is

simply nothing like it:

https://www.liberationunleashed.com/wp-content/uploads/Gateless_Gatecrashers.pdf

The site on which the PDF is hosted:

https://www.liberationunleashed.com/books/gateless-gatecrashers/

3) This whole site is an amazing guide. IF YOU DON'T HAVE TIME, GO TO THE “Explore Each Fetter” SECTION AND READ ANY OF THE “My Experiences”. A good description of the delusion of self:

https://www.simplytheseen.com/1st-fetter.html

4)  https://www.awakeningtoreality.com/2021/04/why-awakening-is-so-worth-it.html

Other:

https://www.reddit.com/r/streamentry/comments/1fz5d1b/practices_for_daily_life_from_zen_master_hakuin/

https://www.ccel.org/ccel/john_cross/canticle.xliii.html

https://www.reddit.com/r/Dreams/comments/1i7f01q/i_had_a_dreamand_it_changed_everything/#:~:text=We%20remembered%20that%20we%20weren%E2%80%99t,separate

Faggot Throat-Fucking is the thirty-first installment of the BOY SLUT TRAINING series.  This instruction will further your awareness that your desire, purpose, and need is to offer pleasure to dominant men. You will learn to accept a man’s cock all the way to the back of your throat and embrace the gag reflex.  You will learn the choking, spit, drool, and gag that comes from this practice is simply an act of submission and simply a part of a faggot’s vulnerability.  Through practice, pig boys can take submission to new heights of sexual pleasure. 

As always, Sir Voice welcomes your comments.  You can correspond directly with Sir Voice by using the direct message feature of this website or through email at SirVoice123@proton.me.  Be sure and look for future installments of this series.  Good boy!

Just as the name implies - this file is about forgetting. Forgetting that you need to use the toilet, forgetting your big kid smarts, forgetting how to make stickies in dry diapers, forgetting anything that makes you feel like a grown up. This file will continue to drain all of your adult self into your padding, leaving you a happy, padded kiddo.

If you want me to make you a file, you can commission me here!

Note: I will now be making gender-neutral files so that everyone can enjoy them. I will still make gender-specific ones, but I will no longer make variants of existing files.

Downloads: 

MP3: Ambience + SFX

Body: Raw/Unedited

Binaural: Stereo sine waves

Script: Text file

An exciting and powerful hypnosis session for all those gentle effeminate souls who have struggled to truly blossom as their true selves. This file will take you into a deep trance in which you will be given a series of escalating triggers you ensure there is no hiding anymore. You will not be able to hide your effeminacy and homosexuality and very soon you will become the mincing pansy of your dreams. You will accept your submission and effeminate nature and you will crave to find a masculine man like never before.

Do be sure this is what you want because repeatedly listening to these file will embed your triggers so deep inside you mind that you will not be able to stop acting on them. Your appearance, behaviour and your desires will make it obvious to anyone who meets you exactly what you are and you will no longer have any doubts about your sexuality.

This session is perfect for sissies, pansies and effeminate gay men who have not yet come to terms with who they are. This is not strictly a feminization file although you will be encouraged to make you appearance more feminine, but the aim of this file is to turn you into a mincing squealing effeminate fairy who is desperate for cock. Be warned, this file is only suitable for those in a position to begin expressing their effeminacy in public.

An AI voiced version of this file is also available.

Manpower_432Hz-Conditioning
Before we begin, understand that this hypnotic session is designed to create a powerful and lasting shift in how your body responds to any kind of a stimulus.
With repeated listening, your subconscious begins to rewire its core associations—until almost everything gets you horny. your cock becomes hard the very moment your attention turns to any kind of whatever demands an erection—whether real or imagined, —your cock responds. Instantly. Fully. Without question.

It’s about real programming, a deep, automatic connection to arousal like never, so that your body reacts faster than your mind can keep up. Erection becomes instinct, huge ahr dhard and even more massive growing.
Over time, this loop strengthens your sensitivity, expands your hardness, and reshapes your erotic identity into one where steel-hard erections are inseparably fused.
Your body begins to expect it.
Your subconscious obeys it.
And your cock confirms it—over and over again.

Special for this session:
With this new power, comes intensity. You may notice erections happening at unexpected times. You may find your thoughts wandering—unintentionally—to whatever that now control your cock. You might even feel yourself craving those triggers, just to feel the surge again. Because getting hard always feels great.

And that’s exactly what it’s designed to do.
Because once it begins… there’s no going back.
you are hard. Every time. at every chance
And you must keep that in mind if you dare to listen.

Suggested listening:
Finally, it’s on you. But because there is only a short induction, it is best to listen to while sleeping, even a few suggestions to wake up are included. This is not a subliminal, so everyone can hear everything if you choose to play it out loud.

Your personal risk:
No question, after implanting you are conditioned to react incredible. You get hard almost anything, either you want or not. Listen on your own risk, because the conditioning is permanent.

This offer includes:
a 432 Hz Hypno session wit a new voice

Disclaimer:
This is not for medical proposes, only to use for private entertainment education. For health problems, please consult your doctor. Because every subject reacts different to hypnosis, I even can't furnish a guarantee for this to work always the same way. But because hypnosis is a great tool and creating effects on almost every one of us, persistent listening is a key for success. Finally, everything is within your responsibility.

You love to edge in your chastity cage. You love to leak and make your panties wet. And your wet panties act as a trigger. Your wet panties make you crave cock. Your wet panties make you want to feminize yourself. You can hardly stand it. You want it so much. A brainwashing loop designed to be listened to on loop which will encourage to feminize every aspect of your life and to become desperate to have sex with men.

This file is made with a hgh quality AI voice. A version voiced by Mistress Clarissa will be released very soon. For all my latest AI and TTS content visit my Patreon

Diapers are a real, great way to relax - but often times, especially in public places, it has the opposite effect. The aim of this file is to have that talk with the part of your noggin that tends to make you self-conscious, and get it to relax. This file will install a permanent trigger tied to wetting, as well as some other permanent changes, but all of these will help get you to where you want to be - secure in diapers, no matter where the little girl is!

If you want me to make you a file, you can commission me here!

Note: After a long wait, I'm finally coming through on my promise to make this file for the girls. Sorry it took so long!

Downloads: 

MP3: Ambience + SFX

Body: Raw/Unedited

Binaural: Stereo sine waves

Script: Text file

Working Out as an Act of Submission is the thirtieth installment of the BOY SLUT TRAINING series.  In this lesson, Boy Slut Trainees are taught to frame exercise as an act of submission, the routine becomes more than just a physical regimen; it turns into a deliberate practice of yielding to a higher purpose or authority. It also reframes sweat and exertion as tangible symbols of respect and devotion. The submissive boy experiences a growing sense of fulfillment, knowing that his progress reflects both personal achievement and faithful adherence to the role he has chosen.

An exciting and powerful hypnosis session for all those gentle effeminate souls who have struggled to truly blossom as their true selves. This file will take you into a deep trance in which you will be given a series of escalating triggers you ensure there is no hiding anymore. You will not be able to hide your effeminacy and homosexuality and very soon you will become the mincing pansy of your dreams. You will accept your submission and effeminate nature and you will crave to find a masculine man like never before.

Do be sure this is what you want because repeatedly listening to these file will embed your triggers so deep inside you mind that you will not be able to stop acting on them. Your appearance, behaviour and your desires will make it obvious to anyone who meets you exactly what you are and you will no longer have any doubts about your sexuality.

This session is perfect for sissies, pansies and effeminate gay men who have not yet come to terms with who they are. This is not strictly a feminization file although you will be encouraged to make you appearance more feminine, but the aim of this file is to turn you into a mincing squealing effeminate fairy who is desperate for cock. Be warned, this file is only suitable for those in a position to begin expressing their effeminacy in public.

This file has been produced with a high quality AI voice. A version voiced by Mistress Clarissa will be released very soon. Subscribe to my Patreon for all my AI and TTS content.

It's okay to love me. It's okay to become a little obsessed. It's okay to want to give me everything. It's normal. It is what I have come to expect. It's what I want. Complete surrender. Complete devotion. Real sacrifice. Can you do that for me? Can you be my special one? It will not always be easy. I will never love you back. There will be times I hurt you. There will be times I make you cry. I like that. I like to see real tears. I want to see you sobbing and broken. A pathetic wretched mess crawling at my feet. 

You edge and leak. It's all you seem to do. You are obsessed with emasculation. You want to be the biggest loser you can be. That's why you need wet panties. They are a symbol of what truly turns you on. They symbolise your pathetic nature. You need to wear wet panties every single day.

A brainwashing-fantasy loop for all losers who need an ongoing reminder of their pitiful existence and who are ready to take practical steps to ensure they never have sex with a woman again. Impotence is very much encouraged in this file.

An AI voiced version of this file is available via my Patreon

Not gonna lie here, this file can seriously mess up your personal and professional life, so approach with caution!

This was commissioned by a client who wanted to lose his intellect and live a profoundly dumbed-down existence: barely able to read, follow a train of thought, or function in the world around him. 

What you’ll hear is built around deep hypnotic principles of association and dissociation, creating a powerful divide in your mind: what to hold onto… and what to let go of. Every play of this file is designed to squash your intelligence further; crushing your thoughts, dismantling logic, and dissolving your ability to concentrate, think clearly, or even understand the world. You’ll be left in a constant state of confusion, fog, and cognitive emptiness. Just the way some of you like it.

You might forget what this file does or even that you listened to it. But your body will remember. You’ll crave it. And you’ll come back again and again, until your thoughts are nothing but vapour.

There is only one safety limit: you will not do anything that might seriously injure you. Beyond that? All bets are off. This file does not safeguard your job, your social life, or your reputation.

If you ever find yourself truly desperate, this file includes a trance trigger to put you back under so I can try to undo the damage via text trance... assuming you're still able to type a message asking for help.

Use if you dare. And enjoy your new life of beautiful, blissful, permanent confusion!

You want to lose control.

I mean, that’s why you’re here.

You’re at least a little bit curious about losing control to your basest instincts.

This file will make you feel the urge and the desperate need to breed.

I designed it initially for My omegaverse series, but I realized that it doesn’t necessarily only apply to My concepts of alpha and omega.

If you’re curious about that, though, I’ll be linking an explanation video in the description and pinned comment - And in the card in the top right corner now.

Omegaverse explanation: https://youtu.be/HXBCOQ_m2T4

Anyway...

Have you wanted to lose control?

This file will help you by creating deep and desperate urges in your subconscious mind, that will overshadow any and all concept of self control in your conscious mind.

Be aware… though I absolutely keep reinforcing that your subconscious mind will choose according to your consent, at the end of the day, your choosing to listen to this file opens you up to the suggestions sticking. 

I am summarizing the file as best I can, make sure to really think about it before you continue on. 

It’s my longest body to a file yet, and it’s a whammy.

I’ll be putting a downloadable file up on the website, LadyHarleenHypnosis.com, without this introduction, and with extra effects. 

I will share a short clip of those effects after I wake you up, just to give you a taste of what that’ll sound like.

Anyway... Now that that’s all out of the way, let’s begin

Baseline File: https://youtu.be/TKflzy4iudA

Omegaverse explanation: https://youtu.be/HXBCOQ_m2T4

Website Download:  https://www.ladyharleenhypnosis.com/product-page/lose-control-heat-rut-release-breeding-hypnosis

Enhanced File Sample: https://youtu.be/oUrrjOUhxUs

Thank you for listening!!

Website: https://www.ladyharleenhypnosis.com
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